tcdl First things first for you gals and guys: I am so madly obsessed with my big black dildo that I came twice while writing this confession. Honestly, there’s squirt and god knows what other juices all over my keyboard. But that won’t stop me from sharing my filthiest secret with you! Still, while I love to think of myself as a cock-crazy cum receptacle who loves choking on and fucking big black cocks, I wasn’t always such a whore.
This is the story of me and my black dildo. Hopefully, it will inspire many upcoming size-queens and cock worshippers to embrace their fantasies and get what they want!
The Size of Asian Men
When I was 22, I came from Japan to the U.S. to study. As an Asian woman, I was constantly surrounded by Japanese culture, which is full of strange fetishes and unusual sexual behavior. Yet, I had many negative experiences with men in Japan.
I could never get along with most guys, and all of my partners were Asian. If you’ve heard that Asian men are on the smaller side, then you definitely know how I feel. It’s true. I was so limited sexually. I didn’t know about my obsession with big dicks until way later.
Shortly after moving to the U.S., I had some experiences that would open my eyes (and my holes!). Maybe it was because I never had sex with endowed men. Or maybe I just crave and need a massive cock?
Luckily, I met my first ever American boyfriend quickly. He also happened to be a black guy, and this turned my whole life around! That was the moment when this little girl became a true whore. I knew it as soon as I met him. He had the biggest, thickest, and hardest cock I’ve ever seen in my life! It made my jaw drop wide open when I saw it. And I could tell that he loved that when he thrust his throbbing black cock down my throat!
Once You Go Black…
I don’t know what happened between Deshawn and me, but he held some kind of power over me. It was enough to make me lose my mind and please his every desire. And part of it is because my boyfriend was really dominant. He knew that I was inexperienced. I don’t know how, but he trained me and turned me into a bonafide slut. I loved to obey him. It also made me feel more empowered!
I loved the sheer sight of D’s massive black dick and his muscular build. If I were to guess, I think I had around 11 to 12 inches of cock to play with. I always begged him for more! How will D destroy me this time? Which hole does he want to use first, and how can I make him cum just the way he likes it?
I also had the strongest orgasms of my life with him, but it was tough to relieve them once he left. He definitely set the standard so high. When I broke up with him (for a totally legit reason that I’d prefer not to share), I could not get sexual satisfaction from anyone anymore — tough luck. But what made me happy is that I was definitely sure that it wasn’t about him. It was about his dick!
Sex Toy Shopping Turned Into a Trip to Memory Lane
Unfortunately, I could not get what I was looking for in several boyfriends. After three exes, I stopped dating for a while. I was kind of scared of hooking up with strangers online and didn’t have a way to fulfill my fantasy. Porn videos were my way out for some time. I loved to see hot performers get ravaged by several black cocks at a time. I would put myself in their position and imagine being pummelled and creampied by thick black dicks. But this only worked for a short time. I realized that I had a huge itch that I needed to scratch. I needed a way to get my needs met and feel good. So I took the matter into my own hands!
I checked out some sex toy websites and instantly got wet as I saw a selection of various ebony dildos on sale. It got me thinking: why should I wait for a guy when I can experiment on my own? Without hesitating, I found a huge black dildo that closely resembled Deshawn’s gorgeous cock. And with one click, I made my fantasies come true again.
Meet My New Boyfriend
My most prized possession and the one that keeps me occupied during most nights is an 11-inch realistic large dildo. It’s a silicone BBC dildo, acquired from this lovely website, and I think its width is close to 3 inches. It also has a pair of beautiful black balls attached to it, along with a suction pocket. This allows me to stick it onto walls, floors, and doors and drive my pussy and asshole wild while riding it. It’s insane! I mainly chose it because it looked quite close to Deshawn’s cock, but with some bonuses.
Now, my new boyfriend knows exactly what I need and how I need it, but now I’m having trouble introducing him to my parents! Overall, my big dildo made masturbation a lot more fun. Of course, the biggest flaw is that my dildo can’t throw me over the bed and have his way with me or cum over my face or holes. Still, I love to ride my dildo, push it inside my holes, and even suck it while rubbing my clit. And I’m seriously thinking about ordering another one so that I level-up my slut game and try D.P.!
The Bottom Line
So what can you take away from all my whorish ramblings? Well, I’d advise you not to wait too long to find someone who can satisfy you. If you love everything about big cocks, don’t hesitate to order a big black dildo. It will make you cum again and again!